Monday, May 10, 2010

It starts with Apathy....

Is it apathy or forgetfulness. It moves to worry. Then fear sets in.

I'm going to the dentist today..... I think I have a loose tooth. I think my dental health is a reflection of how I feel about my life. Its a mess. I don't know why I have a "need" so badly. I have this huge need to be accepted and loved. I'm married... but it has become more like a roommate situation than a marriage. We no longer have intimate time. I want... I need to have sex. Bottom line. I worry all the time about what people think about me.

This post is starting all to strange... Ill try again later....

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